i wanna be a bear

ALWAYS WANTIN LOVINS

2010-02-16T21:20:00.000-08:00

and around

2010-01-02T19:08:00.000-08:00

I fly a starship across the Universe divide
And when I reach the other side
I'll find a place to rest my spirit if I can
Perhaps I may become a highwayman again
Or I may simply be a single drop of rain
But I will remain
And I'll be back again, and again and again and again and again..

warm

2009-12-22T21:30:00.000-08:00

much warmer.

my phone is about to die

2009-11-24T14:42:00.000-08:00

"April 10 1:55 pm ages ago. 'We made music in the desert and ate cooked lizards and rubbed noses cause we thought it would keep us warm at night.' "

Fuckin Amazing

2009-11-22T18:00:00.001-08:00

i see you

2009-11-17T22:14:00.000-08:00

Don't you be lovin' on me!

2009-11-11T12:30:00.000-08:00

I had a dream i was takin' you to the train station in a small mill town and when i went to sadly kiss you goodbye my mouth was too dry to do it. it was really frustrating and all of your facial hair was gone. you looked like you were a 17 year old.

now it's all over.

2009-11-09T14:01:00.000-08:00

the birthdays, Halloween, the Jesus Lizard shows. on to not confuse sadness with damage to my brain receptors and on to get reacquainted with my art, my home and my love.

Black Santa

2009-10-02T13:58:00.001-07:00

just got back from Atlanta- I went to see the Butthole Surfers! Perhaps it was the realest thing I ever saw

There are a few that i care for deeply, but none that i am over-zealously considering snagging and carting off to some tropical country!

franny and juan.
I love them both.
Reed gave me drugs and i talked to myself on the deck, lost in oak leaves till 6:13 AM.
Kid Congo Powers made me move and sunno))) made me LAUGH.
now i am on the beach again, wishing for big waves and rubbery stingray bodies beneath my feet.
what more is there to life but to dream and do?

SOS

2009-09-16T10:24:00.000-07:00

been hearin a lot your thoughts

2009-09-15T11:22:00.000-07:00

but not from your mouths! whens the last time anyone of ya asked ME what im up to? I'll tell you. Surf Camp. get a life. Lives are pretty rad.

2009-08-23T07:12:00.001-07:00

I'm against the war on drugs.

so much that it hurt my feelings. in a good way.

2009-06-29T22:37:00.000-07:00

Nick has three lighters in his pocket that say "YES."

2009-06-09T23:37:00.000-07:00

"dont try to not be clumsy. you wouldn't be who you are if you did. who cares if you almost knocked over a PA at P Stone or a cane right out of a blind man's hand in Miami."

true story.

i love livin.

i love my few close friends.

and i love knowing that im pretty sure what love really is.

goodnight neighbors.

kk

we're chasing vodka with high fives

2009-05-25T14:13:00.001-07:00

fears she's duped everyone she loves.

2009-05-18T12:40:00.000-07:00

my heart hasn't room for Jesus.

i want to be like Sherlock Holmes.

2009-05-13T18:42:00.000-07:00

this is not a Sparks reference. it could be i guess. from now on i want to know only what applies to me getting money. and me being awesome. and me making rad paintings. is it possible to push useless knowledge out of your brain? am i doomed to paint about boys and records like a preteen forever?

party-time this past week has really hurt me and my feelings.

how to reprogram the human brain. teach me.

until then, here are some more precious, precious birthday memories to see.

a little bit in love with everybody

2009-05-06T13:21:00.000-07:00

i dont remember.

2009-05-03T00:21:00.000-07:00

sorry.

you're crazy.

2009-04-23T10:26:00.000-07:00

i love that about you all.

and i will be seeing you sooner than later..

I knew Kenny Powers.

2009-04-14T06:27:00.000-07:00

Skate World 1987.

Another Late Night Party Time with Vinyl. and Favors.

2009-04-07T10:56:00.000-07:00

1st: a real mauling from Mr.Fett.

Then backup to Mr. Postman.

For now its all about having sweet, neat little things on the horizon.

2009-03-22T17:29:00.000-07:00

right?

Later on it's all about being on display as an oddity.

It's not been a long time.

2009-03-17T11:15:00.000-07:00

but not soon enough...

"We are all success stories,"

2009-03-06T22:39:00.000-08:00

he was explaining.
"maybe you're right. i hadnt thought of it that way.

MAN

2009-03-02T20:59:00.000-08:00

man. when am i going to stop getting headaches, feeling nauseous, and tired! WHEN!?!?!? its been YEARS! ok. had to get that out. sorry. please, enjoy the nannerpuss below.

k

you can call me

2009-03-02T08:00:00.000-08:00

NANNERPUSS!

!

2009-02-25T12:28:00.000-08:00

Dear,

2009-02-19T08:31:00.001-08:00

you are extraordinary.

one, two, one two, three, four

2009-02-18T11:32:00.000-08:00

hello its me.

fuckses you.

2009-02-16T19:41:00.000-08:00

you are very loud

2009-02-12T20:50:00.000-08:00

not exaclty life in the country.

2009-02-10T21:07:00.000-08:00

not exactly the life i want to have either.

I would have put a target on it,

2009-02-08T18:54:00.000-08:00

and sold that thing at the gun and knife show for NO MONEY AT ALL.

12.27 AM

2009-02-04T21:27:00.001-08:00

no coke heads have come a knockin. hopefully the pizza man will.

The way I smile is just the way i SMILE

2009-02-04T18:11:00.000-08:00

was pleased to meet you sexy MF. RIP

That's a Lie. I know that it doesn't take that long.

2009-01-28T21:24:00.000-08:00

I always wanted you to come to me. i stopped caring and now you are here. you're crazy.

merry christmas my new friend.

2008-12-23T20:42:00.000-08:00

feel better.

heart

2008-12-23T09:07:00.001-08:00

harvey milk make me crazy.

Timing is a bitch.

2008-12-20T23:40:00.000-08:00

i am grateful to have such lovely friends and i am looking forward to moving into a new house this weekend.

i will be a happy person soon.

IT has TWO Heads! How Cute!

2008-12-19T12:17:00.000-08:00

THIS little man bit me. It looks like I am going to live.

so i went to the gym yesterday. i fell off the treadmill.

today i went back and the trainer kicked my ass. i thought i was happy with my body till i realized that there isn't much it can do!

i lived through the torture and hit the jacuzzi. Then an elderly Asian woman stepped in and proceeded to get herself off on one of the blowers. Now i am all for the cause but it totally made me feel weird. I got out.

i love people. they are all such freaks.

age nineteen

2008-12-16T09:02:00.000-08:00

this was sent to me the other day and it makes me smile. that is a Clinic trucker hat, belonging to Mike Earle.

im moving in a couple of weeks. and i couldnt be more excited.

2009 so far holds a trip to the UK. to see these men:

maybe He'll hurt me.

Charlie Brown.

2008-12-03T10:12:00.000-08:00

I am terribly ready for a personal change. Moping around the hood sure ain't gonna help nothin.

Juan is leaving Torche. hopefully he will Join the Melvins, too and i can see him play again :)

To the Hudson River Valley

2008-10-01T07:54:00.000-07:00

but first the Met. i dig Chuck Close-

old train tressel in Rosendale....

a pumpkin patch for the Bobes to hop around in once i move... :)

a mad house as always.... thought it might trigger a seizure!

and THIS is what i come home to. geez.

Melvins Army of Two

2008-08-21T17:06:00.000-07:00

Reed Elliot i have Missed you.

Andy , on Dmt, thoroughly enjoyed rock trivia set to polka music. I miss you too.

Jared, dressed as a cruise ship captain sang the star Spangled Banner...

Dude, this was during BORIS, one of the BADDEST Melvins songs ever.
Thats Dharbin.

Giddy. The Melvins are my fave.

Just saw them twice in one week and my love is still strong.

I Quit.

2008-08-14T12:17:00.001-07:00

i had to quit. i hated the people there. waiting tables makes me hateful. hateful. hateful. im scared to death because my rent is substantial, but fuck it man. the tired pot of decaf aint worth fussin' about.

well i swannee!

2008-08-05T08:30:00.000-07:00

watergate salad for me only. im selfish like that.

i got a new baby to love. it is a 60 falcon ranchero. mine is white. i dont know this person's. i ripped it off the internets for premature bragging.